sad :(

riding the long boat alone :((

i dunno where to start dow, but i feel bit down today. nothing much happened but sometimes i feel been neglected by someone somehow (not to be mentioned here LOL). well i don`t need full attention the whole day but sometimes if few questions to be asked such as "how are u today?', "how do u feel today?", "have u eaten ur medication?".. that`s just enough to make me happy. i didnt ask much from you dear. sometimes i need attention too. well perhaps i`m just too emo today hahhaa. plus i`m all alone at home today. that sucks..... luckily i don`t ended do stupid things hehhe.

dear myself, now i feel better. please cheer up yourself. hugss. hehe :P