Thursday, December 29, 2005
bristwalk and jog...
aku g jogging ngan bristwalk rah taman rimba stutong..since today is my off day..so im going to use this opportunity to do some exercise..bagi mendapatkan badan yang cergas lagi sihat dan kuat! hehe... lelah nang lelah tapi berbaloilah... sempat juak ke reflexology walk tek, nang layan lah..hehe. oklah..aku mok pulang tabuan coz minggu tok aku berambeh sia... adios amigos! jaga badan..jaga makan..mudah je!~ hahha
Thursday, December 22, 2005
urghhhh
sekpat tdo..belum tdo gik tok...dah siang ari hehe..aku sekpat tdo,dammit!! hehee..nasib aku keja mlm hehehe..nasib laahhh... dah sik tauk apa mok dpolah...anta jak lah wish merry xmas ngan kengkawan lam friendster ya sorang..one by one hehe..k nyuroh mata i cepat ngantok dan lemah.. kepak juak keja malam tadik ( wednesday ) .. sales ok..rm2000++ hehe..mala jak ngira duit ..sik juak kaya2 aku tok..ngira duit paul satem adalah...hehehe...klah...aku mok gurin dodoi myself lah.. mok minum byk plain water to flush out espresso in my blood stream hehehe.. gud morning !!! assalamualaikum dan sejahtera kepada seluruh alam..amin.........
"tanya sama itu hud-hud liaww..."
"tanya sama itu hud-hud liaww..."
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
~diriku sendiri~
apa sudah mau jadi heyyyy~
apa sudah terjadi?
bila mau jadi?
apa macam geng?
bukan macam2 ada... bermacam2 songeh...
hehehe
hmmph.. kini sudah disember.. november 2004 - disember 2005 <-- yah..dah setaun eh..
a year = what happen to nikman? ( anything could happen )
*raining rite now*
issit a *sigh* ???
hmmphh...
kekadang aku terfikir..bukan kekadang akan tetapi selalu lah sangat aku berfikir <-- masa cepat berlalu... memang terlalu pantas...
look at myself <--- my achievements?? ( ada `s` inda.. ) answer: pathetic...rite??
last week.. malam rabu december 14th- aku jalan kaki dari bing ( padungan ) balik ke pending - 45minit hehe... started 1.20am ..reached home 2.10am...laju2 aku berjalan kaki.. alhamdulillah aku selamat sampai- nervous juak bah... sapa sik nebes coz --> banyak orang jahat! hhehe....
masa jalan kaki ya aku terfikir pasal diriku sendiri. thinking about my life. thinking about everything. fikir duit? kerjaya? belaja ( further degree ) ? <-- arghhh... sedih bila memikirkan semua itu- whats happening to myself ermmm...
keja- at least im quite happy lah.. but its not that aku tok a demanding person.. i need more than what im earning rite now.. bukan aku rangkak tapi fahamilah cost of living really strikes up recently lah.. so paham2 jak lah errmmm~
effort of getting new job <--- none. desire is there but once i want to start..there must be halangan... am i lazy? haha..ask myself lah
when i look around me ---> semua ..not everyone..almost everyone are happy with their jobs..studies...anything..almost anything that are better than me... ashamed of myself ehh.. ermm *sigh* again...
bulak lah mun aku madah aku sik penah nangis hehe.. nangis siklah sampe keluar air mata darah lerrr... i mean by feel depressed.. sometimes i feel im sick of this life... benar bah.. bila ngenang kehidupan aku sik giney2..boring...membosankan..menyedihkan..meletihkan..menjengkelkan..dan bermacam2 lagi lah.. malas aku nak nyebut...
bukan aku sik bersyukur...aku bersyukur dengan keja nektok.. arghhh..talking abt work- semuanya fine.. cuma sometimes- most of the time <-- expectation on me..pergghhh..malas ku mok cita ... cita yang membosankan..apa gik mun pasal politics at my workplace <--- SUCKS!!!! hahaha.. anyway ya none of my business although sometimes im sick with it..listening to it although i dont want to listen it..daaa...aku mok carik duit..bukan mok mengumpat ler...
ikut ati byk mok dtulis tapi entahlah..kurang idea hehe..
kesimpulannya.... ( as conclusion )
- hidup ini tak semudah yang kita sangkakan ..... complicated bak dinyanyi oleh avril lavigne
- bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada sebelum ini dan kini.. ~alhamdulillah~
- mungkin kita lihat orang lain gembira dengan kerja mereka dari luaran; dalaman mereka kita tidak tahu
- rezeki masing2 berbeda; bergantung kepada usaha masing2 ( efforts by urself )
- jangan sia2kan apa sahaja peluang di depan mata; such as sambung blaja..good job offer
- salahkan diri sendiri jika gagal dalam apa jua pekerjaan/ peluang
- kenali diri sendiri.. kenalpasti kelemahan..atasi masalah dan cari kelebihan dirimu
- sekiranya ada masa, indulge and pamper urself... sayangi diri sendiri
- itu saja buat masa tok...
gd nite and gd morning!!! =)
apa sudah terjadi?
bila mau jadi?
apa macam geng?
bukan macam2 ada... bermacam2 songeh...
hehehe
hmmph.. kini sudah disember.. november 2004 - disember 2005 <-- yah..dah setaun eh..
a year = what happen to nikman? ( anything could happen )
*raining rite now*
issit a *sigh* ???
hmmphh...
kekadang aku terfikir..bukan kekadang akan tetapi selalu lah sangat aku berfikir <-- masa cepat berlalu... memang terlalu pantas...
look at myself <--- my achievements?? ( ada `s` inda.. ) answer: pathetic...rite??
last week.. malam rabu december 14th- aku jalan kaki dari bing ( padungan ) balik ke pending - 45minit hehe... started 1.20am ..reached home 2.10am...laju2 aku berjalan kaki.. alhamdulillah aku selamat sampai- nervous juak bah... sapa sik nebes coz --> banyak orang jahat! hhehe....
masa jalan kaki ya aku terfikir pasal diriku sendiri. thinking about my life. thinking about everything. fikir duit? kerjaya? belaja ( further degree ) ? <-- arghhh... sedih bila memikirkan semua itu- whats happening to myself ermmm...
keja- at least im quite happy lah.. but its not that aku tok a demanding person.. i need more than what im earning rite now.. bukan aku rangkak tapi fahamilah cost of living really strikes up recently lah.. so paham2 jak lah errmmm~
effort of getting new job <--- none. desire is there but once i want to start..there must be halangan... am i lazy? haha..ask myself lah
when i look around me ---> semua ..not everyone..almost everyone are happy with their jobs..studies...anything..almost anything that are better than me... ashamed of myself ehh.. ermm *sigh* again...
bulak lah mun aku madah aku sik penah nangis hehe.. nangis siklah sampe keluar air mata darah lerrr... i mean by feel depressed.. sometimes i feel im sick of this life... benar bah.. bila ngenang kehidupan aku sik giney2..boring...membosankan..menyedihkan..meletihkan..menjengkelkan..dan bermacam2 lagi lah.. malas aku nak nyebut...
bukan aku sik bersyukur...aku bersyukur dengan keja nektok.. arghhh..talking abt work- semuanya fine.. cuma sometimes- most of the time <-- expectation on me..pergghhh..malas ku mok cita ... cita yang membosankan..apa gik mun pasal politics at my workplace <--- SUCKS!!!! hahaha.. anyway ya none of my business although sometimes im sick with it..listening to it although i dont want to listen it..daaa...aku mok carik duit..bukan mok mengumpat ler...
ikut ati byk mok dtulis tapi entahlah..kurang idea hehe..
kesimpulannya.... ( as conclusion )
- hidup ini tak semudah yang kita sangkakan ..... complicated bak dinyanyi oleh avril lavigne
- bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada sebelum ini dan kini.. ~alhamdulillah~
- mungkin kita lihat orang lain gembira dengan kerja mereka dari luaran; dalaman mereka kita tidak tahu
- rezeki masing2 berbeda; bergantung kepada usaha masing2 ( efforts by urself )
- jangan sia2kan apa sahaja peluang di depan mata; such as sambung blaja..good job offer
- salahkan diri sendiri jika gagal dalam apa jua pekerjaan/ peluang
- kenali diri sendiri.. kenalpasti kelemahan..atasi masalah dan cari kelebihan dirimu
- sekiranya ada masa, indulge and pamper urself... sayangi diri sendiri
- itu saja buat masa tok...
gd nite and gd morning!!! =)
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
welcome to my life.....
Artist : Simple Plan
Song : Welcome To My Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong,
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud,
But no one hears you screamin?
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more,
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabs you in the back
You might think I'm happy,
but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work, it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Song : Welcome To My Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong,
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud,
But no one hears you screamin?
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more,
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabs you in the back
You might think I'm happy,
but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work, it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
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