on call !!! =)

tuesday

today is my 2nd off day... bangun kol10 hehe..macam sekda beza off day atau sik..tauk bangun akhir mun keja malam. unless keja opening shift mok bangun awal ckit lah hah..

dengan angol2 macam biasa online lok..check friendster..bla bla.. hehe..dalam kol2.30 gia pandey rasa ada semangat inkuiri mok ngemas bilit ku mpun haha..mimpikah aku? di alam maya atau fantasikah aku? huahaha.. at least aku ada start ngemas hehe..nang ok ckit lah.. what i can say aku dah ngemas dlm range 40-45% tahap kekemasan bilit huhuhu...gembiranya aku..especially dah ngemas part tempat tdo aku. lamak tok aku tdo rah tilam single...a month a go abang aku anta tilam queen size..lalu ditandah jak aku sia tanpa menggunakannya..hehe lalu singkol nyawa tdo k tilam lebih besar malam tadik! lawak nar eh..ekeke

btw.. around 6pm after i half done my arrangements in the room..suddenly mr bar called me.. hehe.. arghh tidak!!! off day ku dirampas keh keh keh...sekdalah...actually baby sekpat trn keja malam tok..coz ninek nya ninggal..so i kena cover for food department tonite..start 7pm to close huhu...nasib bait aku tauk serba sedikit selok belok hal food di bing ya hehe..at least i can handle it laa... cuma apa yang aku paling bencik adalah mun motong tiramisu!!! ekekekee..nang susah lalu..very very very complicated argghh hehe..luckily there was no tiramisu last nite! thanks GOD.... =)

kepak nyawa membasuh dak gelas..tapaks..hehe..suddenly around 11.30pm blackout! tripped lah..something wrong with the system..mesti ada electrical appliances nok rosak..kenak air ka..dunno la..dahla time ya aku tgh nunggu dak tapaks and gelas lam dishwasher machine..urghhh!! start ya aku mesti cuci semua tapaks gelass manually...mok di rinse betul2 so that bau sabun sik lekat..eh bukan sabun...liquid detergent hehe..dahla banyak tapaks gelass ...*sigh* stress nya aku!!! uwaaa!!

haha..mun baby ada malam tok mesti nya ngerepaks hahaha....tapi berkat kesabaran dan usaha gigih aku berjaya selesaikan semuanya hehe...alhamdulillah...syukrann

yang ku pelik..sekda orang order juice malam tok...y haaa?? whatever lah....yang rileknya aku hahaha =p

hmm.....hmmm.....chow loks!!!

another off day..*sigh*

officially today is my off day..still..i need to go to bing ...huhh... went there bfore 4pm as i need to pass condo`s key to alex...i`m not going to keep it till wednesday. after all i`m off for two days mah.. hehe.. rela ke bing semata mok kuar just for the matter of buying top up cards for my hp huhuhu...2 hari di umah jak..bagus aku top up credit so that i can berhubung dengan dunia luar..chewahhh... macam lah aku tok di ceruk rantau pedalaman yang menusuk kalbu hahaha...

macam biasa off day bila stay di umah nang membosankan.. bilit mengambur kedak neraka..aku rasa antu pun takut nangga huah hah hah aha... bila lah sipat kerajinan aku akan mekar dengan mengemas bilit nok mengambur nang kedak SIAL! haha..even my mom dislike to enter my room hehehe...bilit orang bujang lerr ..paham2 jak lah..doakanlah kerajinan aku akan timbul esok kah hehee..

hmmphh...yalah keja aku mun off day bosans...tido..tido...rancangan rah tv ya kedak apa jak lah...sik entertaining lalu ehh..mun di umah abang aku ya dapat juak menambahkan ilmu nangga discovery channel..national geographic kah...hehhe ,....mun sik online jak lah aku tok. dahla streamyx lom apat diektibet..tensen dan mahhh sa nyawa tuk arghhh.....

palak aku penin..sakit perut gilak2 masa bangun pagi tek..nang apalah..rupanya maybe coz the food that i had eaten yesterday afternoon...luckily aku ada ubat cirit ngan dehydration salt..every house must have it! importantey mahh nang perlu ada..tok dah ada muak kit...alhamdulillah.. =)

most probably i`m going to bring my mom to bank tumolo..pay day for govern servants..hehe..ada harapan ngepow tok hahaha...kering gilak2 aku bulan tok..really out of budget..i think i really need a personal financial adviser chewah...nakka best mun ada personal financial adviser..cute gurl hahaha..ujong2 bergerek nak? haha..har har har..mengarutnya aku..

gtg...daaaa

happy birthday!!!

happy 23rd birthday to my bestfriend AIDILLIA IZANI AZIZAN. wishing u happy all the time..MAY ALLAH blessed u 24/7 and THANKS a lot for being such an understandable person..u r with me when i`m happy and sad..depressed...that goes same to you too my beloved friend... =)

keja haaa

work..urrgghh..and *sigh* hehe...

mon (pm)>tue (am)>wed(pm)>thu(pm)>fri(off yahoo!)>sat(am)>sun(pm)

keja..jangan tak keja oiii hehe
tak keja takder duit...ahakss...

J29 interview

aiyahh...can`t sleep that well last nite.. sbb miker wat will happen during da interview.. nervous gila babi eh haha... at last tdo lam kol3 gia...woke up at 9.30am..urghhh..iron baju, seluar ngan tie gik belum..haiya...then i called dzul coz i need his help to send me to wisma saberkas..nyuruh dzul pick me up around 11.30am coz need to reach there earlier laa... u know lah we have to come early so that u will not be nervous during the interview heheh

dzul amik aku 11.40am...dahla panas huhu..kakya sampe saberkas dalam 12.10pm..then we had our lunch at kfc...actually i have to be there at 2pm but last week a spoke person from jkr called me..ask to datang at 1pm coz ada taklimat ...dipadahnya tingkat 18..then after had my lunch together with dzul we berborak..around 12.45pm kuar dari kfc..dzul chow..me went to lift...heheh..salah zone inda...got 2 zones coz certain lift goes to certain floors maaa...

sampey tingkat 18...perghh...nervous gila..and there was nobody...kedak orang bodo aku eh..tanpa hala tuju..so tanyak lah orang yang lalu lalang sia..then cdak padah siktauk,, tensennyaaa... then 5mins standing at the lobby like a stone suddenly ada sorang gik candidate datang..miak grade dari poli...bukak2 cita rupanya sama st.joe ngan abby..wat a small world haha.. then datang gik sorang laki...sama juak mok interview..he seems looked older than us...siklah tua..around 25-29 yo like that aaarr.. then embak ngulu ke opis pentadbiran/human resource...nanyak la orang lam opis ya..tauk jak la lunch hour time...sik rami orang..cdak padah pegi 16th floor...owh yaka?so we turun la ke 16th floor....bahagian bekalan air

adalah cdak padah rah 18th floor..now we r confused..urghh.. at last they told us just stay there lah..after all the interview will be conducted here mah.. so duduk la sambil berbual..bukak cita ..rupanya the older guy ya senior aku di itm hehe..patutlah muka familiar2 gilak...graduated 2001 ..rupanya room mate boboy hehe

tunggu punya tunggu 5 mins bfore 2pm sorang ompuan sampey..rupanya 4 orang yang akan diinterview ptg tok...pagi tek 4 candidates to... overall 36 candidates only from kuching for this post.. kekosongan 16 tempat di seluruh sarawak..belum gik calon2 dari bahagian lain..kira persaingan hebat..

before taklimat cdak nyuruh minum2..makan2 kuih muih yang disediakan..no wonder dberik makan2..cdak padah k ilang nebes hahaa.. and then nang tauk lamak bah interview tok.. sharp at 2pm kmkorang masuk lam bilik taklimat.. conducted by a lady..can`t remember her name lah...lalu lahh diberik briefing about this interview..

interview tok amat mengejutkan aku..ingatkan lamak tok just a conventional interview where there`ll be 3 panels and we sit in da middle facing them hehe.. rupanya ada dua sesi..1st is structure part and the 2nd is proposal part..duh...makin la nervous hehe.. dahla cdak padah bagus gik speak in english..malay also can but not local malay lah hehee.. kakya that lady sempat molah joke to me..nya madah my face is so familiar to her.. aku padah lah..kali ktk nemu kmk lam malaysian idol hehe...kakya nya madah af nak hahaha..

gosh!!! i was the 1st candidate to go for the structure part...nervous gilak2...2.30pm sharp aku masuk lam interview room. rasa kedak the apprentice inda hahaha... jeng jeng jeng...rupanya ada 2 panels..duduk rah sofa..and i`m sitting in the middle opposite them..nang relaxing lah...kedak interview menteri jak uhuhu...so macam biasa this structure part is more into knowing about my school life..about myself lahh... from 2.30pm..ended at 4pm!!! hehe...nang lamak lah..coz that last 30mins we talked about current issues and projects in sarawak..apa nya nyuruh aku nanyak ..so nanyak la macam2 hehehe...

then after that from 4-4.40pm aku ngan sorang gik calon masuk lam bilit taklimat..this is the proposal part hehe..ada 4 questions...aku mileh soalan no2 hehe... pasal `how to overcome flash floods in major town in sarawak` hehe..nang boring lah...reminds me about bel and muet hehe...sempat beloya ngan calon sorang gik....hehehe...rah luar nun cdak staf belalak makan...nang apalah..sikit pun sik tinggal ngan kmkorang...ya bok rangkakss hehe...whatever lah nak...janji kenyang sia dan sik ngaco aku udah lah hhehe

lepas tu 4.40pm times up!! 4.45pm aku masuk bilit cgek gik...coz 2orang panel tek just for my structure part and 2 orang gik k proposal part ya different person,. so calon2 sikkan berjumpa panel yang sama hehe.. so aku bentangkan la proposal aku...duduk rah sofa juak..ada nebes juak coz orang tua ya suka membelit2 kan soalan..adalah juak gelabah sikit tapi i just be calm laaa...selepas both of them puas ati bok la sesi beloya2..lalu la orang tua ya mbak beloya experience nya keja ..nemu bini nya..hehe..sampe la kol6pm!!! hehe...dzul gik sms aku nanyak dah abis ka belum hihihih...

dah abis semua ya nang syukurlah segalanya berlalu dengan lancar.. i hope that i`ll get this job.. =)

menanti sebuah jawaban

Lagu Tema : Padi "Menanti Sebuah Jawaban" produksi Sony Music BMG Entertainment Indonesia.


Menanti Sebuah Jawaban

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu...
Seiiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku telah terpagut oleh cintamu
Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
(Namun kau masih) terdiam membisu

Reff.
Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan
Tuk mencintaimu
Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban
Tuk memilikimu

Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tau isi hatiku
Dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku
Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu...

ungu violet

Synopsis

Lando (Ricky Hanggono) seorang fotografer yang baru saja ditinggal tunangannya. Dalam kegalauannya ini dia bertemu dengan seorang gadis penjaga ticket busway yang bernama Kalin (Dian Sastrowardoyo). Lando pun kembali menemukan gairah hidupnya. Tapi hal ini tidak berlangsung lama, karena tanpa alasan yang jelas Lando meninggalkan Kalin begitu saja, yang membuat Kalin marah dan sakit hati.

Waktu terus berlalu, Lando yang tetap dengan kegalauannya mendapatkan Kalin sekarang telah menjadi seorang super model, dia melihat kehadiran kalin dimana-mana.

Timbul kerinduan dan keinginan untuk menemui Kalin kembali dan menjelaskan alasannya dulu pergi. Akhirnya kesempatan itu didapatnya, dia berhasil menemui Kalin, tapi lagi-lagi pertemuan ini berakhir dengan tragis karena Kalin mengalami kecelakaan dan mengakibatkan dia buta.

Walaupun kemudian Kalin mendapatkan donor untuk kornea matanya yang membuat dia bisa melihat kembali, tetapi dia tidak melihat kehadiran seorang Lando, laki-laki yang sebenarnya sangat dia cintai.

Bisakah Kalin akhirnya bertemu dengan Lando, atau apakah kornea mata itu??
Begitu sempitnya waktu, begitu besarnya cinta !!

streamyx yuhu!!!

saya bangun awal hari ini..kira2 7am...
mata saya ngantok
lepas tu saya sambung tdo balik
kol8.30 saya bangun semula
kemudian mandi bla bla bla
lepas itu saya naik bas 1a
saya sampai di clickers 9.30pagi
dan saya sudahpun register streamyx!!
T A H N I A H kpd saya sendiri hehe
akan tetapi..saya cuma boleh activate akaun saya ..
pada hari rabu..urghh...hehehe

* basic 512kbps without modem - rm66 per month...sik mampu 1mg...bukan bukak cc aku hehe

interview

2 more days to go..nothing much preparation i did since tired working every day..although today ( friday ) is my off day but had to settle up few things...hmphh..haven`t decided what to wear..arghh...i`m stressed here!!!

Friendster Horoscope for July 6, 2005

Today's Forecast
The show is officially on the road, and you're officially the harbinger of the headlines. Whether the news is good or bad, and it will most likely be good, it's your job to convey it. Go get 'em!

The Bottom Line
Problem with one of the car's belts? The car can't go 'til everybody's strapped in!

In Detail
We're all feeling restless at the moment, but in your case, that restlessness officially pertains to your home and family situation. Even if you were just fine about it yesterday, today's new Moon will definitely get you thinking about what life might be like if ... Of course, you're going to be the purveyor of change, so if your family members start asking what's next, why not let them in on your plan?

hmmphh.....

tuesday, july 5th

dunno wat to say here, urghh...am i moody today? cuma geram gilak bila ingatkan today will b a good day but haiya damned fuck the bus!!! sengsara sungguh saya nunggu bas...sampai sampai tak sampai...hehe nasib ada bas 7.25pm!!! i waited at the bus stand since 6.55pm!!! goshh...rasa mok bakar bas ya...apa boleh buat...mun dibakar bas ya...neyda gik bas mok dinait aku k turun keja..tol sik? hehhe...

moral of the story = beta perlu turun awal mun keja malam. hehe... that`s all....

ROBOT haaa...

monday, 4th july

owh my God!!

bing was busy tonite!! aparaaaa....nang sik sangka customer datang bertubi2...unSANGKARAble lah...totally unSANGKARAble lahh... really..until me felt very hard to breath...rasa mok leputs jak.. order air sik abis2...ibm lah..ib van lah..ib choc...tcm, hot choc, hot van..bla bla iced cappucino...macam2 order... started to get busy from 8.30-10.30pm!!! lekak ya bok dapat menarik nafas legaaa......fuhhh... nang kdak robot lah mok maintain speed 60secs per drink mahh...kelams kabuts jak rasa hehehe... but that was a good experience for me to handle lots of orders during peak hours maaaa rite?? sampey bila mok blaja mun sik knek tok... but speed speed juak but quality have to be maintain...talak mau cincai2 maaa huhuu

last but not least..

"practise makes perfect"

sekian, harap maklom... =p

yehaa!!!

i bought my d-link router and modem for my streamyx line!! bought for rm159 at pc fair today hehe...tapi belum register line streamyx hehehe.. later on lah...sabarrrr huhuh (",)

Friendster Horoscope for July 2, 2005

Today's Forecast
A sibling or neighbor who's always been loyal and steadfast has suddenly done something out of character. There's nothing to worry about. They're expressing their independence, which you've always encouraged -- right?

The Bottom Line
Who says compliments aren't some of the nicest things in life? Not you!

In Detail
You may need to raid your bank account, to take care of a pressing financial favor for a friend. This doesn't mean you don't have your own matters to tend to, of course -- only that, once again, you're going to put their problems in front of your own. If they deserve it and this is a passing thing, fine. If you're going to end up blaming yourself for enabling them, think about making this the last time.